Sunday, July 16, 2023

July 16 2023

 An update.... The day is July 16th 2023. I haven't updated this blog since November third week. I have the first week of December in some computer drafts somewhere sigh!!!! A lot has happened since then. But oh so little too. I'm trying to practice abstinence to Be a good little girl for a while. I miss my old life so much. I don't know how I want to be defined, what I want to be defined by. At some point I started spiralling out of control. Mediocre men. I don't want mediocre I want outrageous. Men who are outliers. True perverts. I sit and wait for the time being. Anxiously awaiting for the time I can update this blog again with a smile on my face and bruises on my skin....

July 16 2023

 An update.... The day is July 16th 2023. I haven't updated this blog since November third week. I have the first week of December in so...